deja vu. wanting something too much

As I am impatiently waiting to hear the outcome of my application, I am reminded of the past when I’ve experienced this feeling of wanting something too much. when we are kids and we want a toy too much, we cry, we plead, we look at our parents with ‘puppy eyes’. annoy or charm, these are the two techniques children use, I am sure you’ll agree with me on this 🙂 but what can we do if our dreams are not materialistic anymore?

My parents taught me to be understanding and reasonable and to wait until it was time but it’s especially hard to wait when what I am waiting for is going to affect my future. I am trying numerous ways, one being writing this post, to keep my mind off from checking my emails and to go on with my normal day but it is really hard!

There. again. refresh.


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